You’re really going to do that? You’re really going to start being nicer and more caring now? You make me laugh seriously. I was sitting there alone..wanting to someone to be there. Every time I told you my problems, you were only there for five minutes. I told you a problem and you had the audacity to compare your life to mine. My mom..she’s trying to be nicer. Fuck that. Because I know she doesn’t have a good heart. My siblings..they never really changed. They’re still the same. Mean. Me. I was once nice. I feel like a person that has never known the meaning of kindness. This time. It’s different. It’s not like before where I would not be able to feel anything but pain and sadness. Now, what I really feel right now is nothing. Like nothing hurts anymore. And it makes me somewhat happy it happened. Because that’s what I wanted. I didn’t want to hurt anymore and now I’m just not hurting now. So thanks society..after all, the crappy life you gave me..I’ve turned into a heartless person. No feelings whatsoever. Next thing I want is a new start. Can someone do that for me? No one understands where I’m coming from and that’s the problem. I kinda just want to be alone for a little awhile. No friends, no family, just me. I don’t want to look anyone in the eye anymore. It disgusts me.